I'm just so cool that you decided to read this...

again... it's been a super long time since i updated... so... here goes!!

i've been super busy... with other crap than this. basically with time wasting. if u know me... then u know that i'm a great time waster. just ask my grandparents. that's one of their biggest probs with me... so... yeah... anywho... it's almost summer!!! yeah!!! NO MORE FUCKING SCHOOL!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!! i'm excited... just in case u couldn't tell!! lol

exams are this week... and i just took my chem one. NO MORE CHEM!!!!!!!!!! EVER!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!! super super super super super super happy about TAHT!!! lol... tomorrow i have to do riska's damn monologue, and also my math exam... which i'm kind of studying for now... but mostly i'm just wasting time... lol.

the past 2 days i went out for lunch with trevor and the jacobs (and ella-dearest for one of those) and it was fun. hehe... thinking about it... i rode in every single one of their cars this week... my gma looked at me weird when she heard i was going out to lunch with them.but thankfully she let me. i was sort of disappointed i didn't get to go out with kyle at all. o well. maybs tomorrow we'll do something in the afternoon. idk.

all my seniors have left me and i feel like crying... i'm going to graduation 2night... last weekend was abrielle and reid's party, and this weekend i have Mary Williams and this other dude's who's a friend of my gparents... but i'm not looking forward to the second one, since i'm not gonna know anyone. i asked if i could brign someone, but grandy said absolutely not. so... fudge on her. lol. jk.

wow... this turned out to be longer than expected... o well.

hey all. long time no update!!! lol i just wanted to let ya'll i'm doing good. yep... that's it. bye.

hey all. i'm in Mr. Riska's class. and i'm bored. so i'm checking this. julia's here with me.

saturday= ella's party. which was fun. untill the end when kevin and cullen both ditched me. and then my grandpa called cullen's parents. which was dumb and was a waste of time.

my gma is gone this week. and i miss her. already. this morning getting ready for school was sooooooo quiet. it basically sucked. and gpa and i don't get along very well. i have major issues with guys trying to control my life. i realized this a while ago. and i hate my dad. just had to say that.

i'm in history right now. but i'm done with my assignment. so i'm... slacking. lol.

going shopping after school today with cullen and kevin for ella's bday present. and idk if abrielle is here today. which would suck. majorly. so... yeah... i have like... 25 minutes to blow. gagh.

YEAH!!!! THAT"S RIGHT!!!! I"M DRIVING!!!!! SO BRING ON THE WIDE OPEN ROAD, A PAIR OF SKI'S, AND THEN I'M OFF TO CO!!!!!!!! haha... jk. wish i was though. nope... i jsut got my temps yesterday. and let me tell u...driving is a lot harder than it looks. or at least... driving a fucking huge Yukon is!!! those things have POWER!! i barely touched the gas... and it shot forward!!!!! scary!!!!! STAY OFF OF THE ROAD!!!!!! lol. jk.

anywho... this weekend is Ella's bday party. i'm excited.

almost hit dustin. i was coming up the stairs and going around the corner... and all of a sudden... POW. he's there!! lol. he swerved in time though. so that was good. and i just found Andrew Welle's myspace. so that's exciting. lol. i get to stare at pics of him....... jk. i don't do that. it would be... a little weird. and now i just realized i'm gonna look like an idiot since i said that.... yeah.... i'm bowing out gracefully now.....


o... speaking of bowing... i'm reading Memoirs of a Geisha at the mo. is a TERRIFICALLY good book so far!!! i thought geishas were just japanese sluts. but they are definetly not!!!!! lol... kk. i'm done.

yo all... srry i haven't updated in a while. i'm rather proud of myself for slowly but surely weaning myself away from my blogs... yeah me!!! haha.

so... new stuff:
Ella (Neihaus... wish it was me though... but not dating mike.) has started dating Mike. they're both besties, and i approve of the relationship 100 %!!!
Karin and i are hardly speaking to each other anymore. she's been on my nerves for a while now. so i'm just a TAD bit depressed about this.
my twin cullen is doing well. but he likes to steal my hats WAY too much. he's also asked about chelsea a little bit... o la la!!! lol
Dustin and i are... nothing. just friends. but he's been talking to me a lot more lately.
History 2day= review game for WWII test 2morrow. guess who totally won the day for their team?!?! that's right!! yours truly!!! lol... Shane was mad at me cuase i whooped him and Michael. Tru favored me... what can i say? Teach loves me!!!!!! hehehe.... and Matt and i got the double bonus!!! so... yeah. taht was about the funnest thing that happened to me 2day.
Jacob continues to try to "whoo" me with his dweebiness. DEFINETLY not working. i never talk back to him now. which is a relief. cause he took everything i said the wrong way.
just realized that almost every single one of these is about a guy... lol
last night in practice... ella and i went around doing the suck it sign. was a blast!! lol... and andrew sang to me!!! he's SOOOOO hot!!!!! lol
bball game 2morrow. Semi-Sectionals. if we win this, then we go to the sectionals, and if we win that... it's on to STATE!!!!! YEAH!!!!! GO EAST BASKETBALL!!!!!!!!! (ie... GO SHANE!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!)
kk... think i'm done with that for now.
must go do play shit. ttyl!!!

ooo... guess i forgot to tell u a funny thing about my party... my gma heard the other ella say fuck like... 3 times. so now she thinks all my friends (including me) are huge potty mouths... which isn't altogether false... lol :) what can i say? i like to say what the fuck and bitch a lot!!!!!

and dustin didn't come. cause his mom made him clean the basement and then he had to read "great expectations" before he could go out. and he'd not even started it. but he said he had wanted to come!!!

so... my party = last night. and it was depressing. i think u all know what happened...so i'm not even gonna try to explain it all. so yeah.... i'm bored. and cold. so i'm gonna go now. cya.

yo peops. i have been scolded by my twin for not updating in a while. so here i go!!!
My bday is in 13 days. (March 3) and MOm is coming up for it. we're gonna go skiing and crap. but everyone has to come with us. or it will be akward. so yeah... and then... last night... i watched a scary movie for the first time in... a LONG time. Saw II. Freaky as hell. i will now always be afraid of weird old dudes. and they're apprentinces who like to kill people who've put them in jail. ewwww... bbad thoughts going through my head now... uck.

2night i'm going to see the Fantastics with Anna and Julia. should be awesome!! yeah!! lol...

i'm tired. i reorganized my whole room. it's hot now. so u all must come and see it. asap.

kk... i'm done. bye bye!!!

ugh. i'm bored... and depressed. V-Day is only a couple days away... and guess who's gonna be alone for just about the 16th year in a row?!?!?! yep, that's right!!! the dweeb!!! uck. plus i'm like.... starving. and feeling like shit because of it. so yeah... ugh.

I just made up that word... depressedness. it's a hot word. and if u don't like it... screw u. so yep. that's about it.

IDK what i'm gonna do for my 16th bday party either. i really want to see chels for it... and grandy said she would take me over there withing the next couple of weeks... but idk. i want her to come over here. so yeah... i'm upset. ugh.

and i'm pissed about those compatibilitey things. I got total idiots for my top 3. so annoying... but on the other grade one i got Matt (a really sexy senior who's on the bball team.) and also xander. both sexy peops. so yeah... no trevor. or shane. and NO MICHAEL. DAMN THEM ALL!!! everyone else got him on their lists... but not me!!!!! ghag... k, i'm done.

yo all. I'm not gonna be updating quite so often anymore... cause i'm not gonna spend all my time in the English Resource... i've been hanging out with CullEn and Karrissa... and Ella N. in the History one... hehe... besides my buds being there... SHANE COMES IN!!!!!!! yeah!!!!! woot woot!!! lol... anywho... i'm bored. bye ybe.

yo peops. this weekend basically kicked ass. Friday: one acts, then denny's. that was totally fun... except abrielle got me a little upset... and steven trying to take Joel away from ben.... that's just low. no offense. i'm super depressed that joel is gay.... :(
Saturday: idr what i did during the day... except that i finally got my chores done b4 grandy had to yell at me for like... an hour. cuase i WAS gonna go to the mall with Kevin and Cullen, but that fell through. o well. then abrielle picked me up for the one-acts. and we went and icked up kevin and cullen. and then we went to walgreens and i got the biggest candy necklace ever!!! my fav candy!!! so i'm excited... saturday's show was the best. then i went to abrielle's house. and we sat and talked for a long time. was very enjoyable!!
Sunday: kevin and i went skiing all day. we went tree-skiing... i fell. and hit some rocks. NOT pleasant... kevin laughed at me... nice friend no? lol. o well. so now i'm limping a bit. it's not very cool. but it was cause i didn't have my poles. cause i hate them. they suck dick. they get in the way. peter competed in the badger state games, and got like.... 4th. which is awesome!! i'm soooo proud of him!! lol... not really. then i went home and got on the comp with my paper in mind... but it didn't really work out that way... i ended up on www.blogthings.com taking quizzes and talking to andrew (cool guy... canadian. but lives farther south then i do... crazy... lol) then i went downstairs and finished reading "son of a witch" by Gregory Maguire... who happens to be my fav new author!! kicks ass... he also wrote Wicked... so there's your reason!! lol...
now i'm at school... ugh. and uck. and gross. excpet getting to see hot guys!! lol...

School sucks. as does not getting any sleep.

but in other news... i really like my new blazer that my gma was supposed to give to me like... 4 xmas... lol... it's all good though. so yeah... it fits like... perfectly... and i love it!!!

i'm tired. i didn't get home till 11 last night.... Annie's kicks butt, what with seeing extra-terrestrials!! lol... cullen and abrielle r my heroes and made me feel better, as did Carrot Cake, which kicked ASS!!!!!! lol...

i can't believe i'm at school again... and PISSED AT THAT ONE CHIC!!!! grrr... i told her i couldn't go to practice cause i had a dinner... but i can't go now! cause she decided to make practice go late!!!!! grrrrrr.... grrr... grr... and another grrrr... just for good measure. o well i guess... 2morrow i think we're recording... super nervous... ugh...

I'm probs gonna look like an idiot in this thing... so gahg. ugh.

wow... i think it's been the longest break since updating this... so yippee for me!!!! :) lol

so... i'm super bored... and nothing new is going on... so yeah... ughness.

not looking forward to the paper we have to write in Comp... ughness major!!

Graham's going on a trip with his bro for 2 weeks... i'm jealous. so we can't talk. instead i've been talking to Andrew (canadian) and we were talking about school last night... and he never went to middle school!! they have elementary school until 8th grade!!! omy!! idk what i'd have done without middle school... lol. actually... i didn't really like it... so yeah...

wow... i creep myself out sometimes... srry guys...

i'm in resource now... and there aren't any stupid freshmen anymore!!!!! YEAH!!!! woot woot for me!!! lol

and i'm playing my vampire game... it's kind of fun... rather weird... but idc!! lol... here... go to it. www.quiz.ravenblack.net

I've decided... not many peops actually care about me. k... that came out all wrong. i mean... they CARE... they just don't like... CARE CARE.... ugh... i know... i'm crazy. i just had the probs worst weekend in a long time. i've felt like shit all weekend. k... idk... i just... i'm not very happy...

so... the movie night this weekend... i've decided that i hate being the one to call people. like... someone just calls me and asks what's going on... but then i say IDK and she's like... well call me & let me know once YOU'VE called everyone.... UGH... THAT PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEVER DO THAT!!!!!!! I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING PHONE SLAVE!!!!!!!!!! IF U WANT TO GET TOGETHER W/ ME OR ANYONE ELSE, THEN PLAN IT AND THEN LET ME KNOW!!!!!!!!!! I'M SICK OF HAVING TO PLAN EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! AND IF I HAVE TO PLAN EVERYTHING, THEN DON'T JUST DECIDE TO LEAVE ME OUT ONCE EVERYONE IS THERE. I hated THAT. I FELT LIKE crying. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....

so there. i think i'm done now. maybe. idk. but i'm gonna stop. cause i know that everyone already hates me. so i'm just gonna go now.

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so go check it out...

and 4 anyone who cares... i'm still alive...

yo. food is good. mint food and perkins food to be exact. but expecially when ur with your bestie!!!!!! lol... love ya!!

and now my head hurts... chem... and... getting... hurt... in... karate... ugh... someone... shoot... me... now... please...

ugh

*bang*


mwahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha

I'm in comp... and i just got done writing my essay on this short story thingy... it was dumb!!! ugh... o well. it's only worth like... 30 pts... which is less than our journals... so yeah. that's good. now i'm sitting here with 45 minutes left... and i'm thinking... "man... i wish i was @ home so i could study 4 chem!!!!" lol. Chem's not til friday though... so i can study tonight AND tomorrow!! yeah!!!
Also took my Algebra II and my Spanish II exams... they weren't that bad. but idk... i guess some peops thought they were... k, gonna go read and listen to my iPod now... cya all later!